Trusting Denim

Lately I have felt under attack spiritually. In this instance the effects of the attack are very physical. It has left me with an emotional scar. Some one I knew very well has come to conclusions about me as a person that I would have never thought possible. The worst part in all this is that they and the person they went to in confidence and for guidance have bypassed me in there method for dealing with the accusations brought forth. I am angry and confused. I do not know fully the accusations that are made of me. I have not had a say in all that has happened. I have no where else to go.

Lord forgive me. Like so many times I have only thought of you at the last. You know my heart and the full truth of the situation. Forgive me for my anger. Let this not be a stumbling stone the drives me from the church but a turning point, let it guide me to a better life serving you. Also forgive the parties involved for any wrongful actions. Help me to fully forgive them and still continue to love them. Lord forgive me for what I have done wrong in this situation.